Thursday, October 8, 2026

Matt, I fucking miss you. Also realized na I'm so alone na wala na akong emergency contact.

Ang intrusive thought ko for today is i-gargle ang toilet water – don't ask where they're coming from bc idk either. I didn't do it obviously but nasisiraan na ata ko ng bait.

I don't want to be alone but I am isolated.

Sabi ni Matt, I have people from work – wala talaga. It all ends after 5am.

Current favorites

  1. Outta My Head - Phonté ft Carmen Rodgers
  2. Myo - Colde
  3. Strawberry Moon - J Warner
  4. Star Signs - Bryson Tiller