Tonight I miraculously beat the alarm and woke up completely alone in a dark room, on a bed that misses you, with a mental reminder that you won't be calling anymore. 

Reality is kicking in; I've seen you clean up your Instagram account and you've removed our shared alarm.

We still love each other. What if we closed the distance between us?

I made the call, but I can't let go of you. It's hard to move on.

What if someone was supposed to be selfish, and it wasn't me? What if I needed you to just hold on a bit tighter for the time being? Alam kong ang unfair ko.

I wish you could change for me. I've dreamt of sharing a home with you. Bakit di natin kayang lagpasan 'to? Nakakainggit sina Greg at Janine.