the future is not as frightening when it is the present

but i am so, so tired.

 Napag-agreehan namin ni Matt na this too shall pass, ika nga. 

I am so tired. My body feels bruised all over. My mind is dead. Trying to feel better with an electric blanket.

Good quote: Mas masahol pa sa bobo ang bobong nagmamarunong.

I don't feel like I exist. I feel like I am too big for the life I have and I don't like who I am or the life I live.