Hays, nabalitaan ko yung crush ko nahuli na nag-Baguio ✨with a friend✨ habang may jowa sa Canada. Ayokong pag-isipan nang masama sana, what if hindi lang sila ang magkasama!!! Pero ehhhh 😔 so wala na tayong crush for today's video. Sabi rin naman ng cards, mag focus ako sa sarili ko. 

Paalam, PMFC 😩

5th anniversary pala sana namin ni Matt today haha

Alam mo bang as a child, fav number ko ang 4 / 444? HAHAHAHA. Share ko lang naman. 

Nakatikim na rin pala ako ng Evian for the first time haha

MAY GUSTO AKONG I-SHARE SA'YOOOO PERO SABI KASI, MOVE IN SILENCE DAWWWWWW.

May pakulo ako starting today hehe it went well!!

anyway, what the fuck happened to me no? I miss my old self.

 

 

Me now. Wag mo akong i-bash, I'm trying to like myself or at the very least, tolerate my face. It was fun nung Friday sa office. Ginawa naming playground yung office, inikot ko si Aki habang nasa upuan siya tas ginanun niya rin ako 🤣 sana daw kita sa CCTV, eh di baka na-HR kami. 
 

 

Also, GRABE ANG SARAP NG INDIAN FOOD WAAAA

 Current favs:

Mumble Rap - Lupe Fiasco

Samurai - Lupe Fiasco

Steps Beach - Childish Gambino

Iniisip ko, what if mag-solo trip ako sa Baguio this Thanksgiving weekend!!!?

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Hung out with Joel today. HE IS A DEAR FRIEND PERO GRABE THE YAPPING. VERY REMINISCENT OF MY EX. SO NAG-AYA AKONG MAG MASSAGE CHAIR TO TAKE A BREAK FROM HIS YAPPING 🥺

We saw a movie and wala siyang spatial awareness or concept of personal space naiirita ako hahaha he's still a dear friend but it made me uncomfortable hahaha pero syempre kung si crush to oks lang sana eh

Updates, I guess.

Wala pa rin akong reception na maayos sa office stairwell. I think my sim card is messed up kasi it's been less than 6 months since I switched phones! Wag na lang siguro mag-lunch jk. 

I'm so tired kahit na hindi naman ako super babad sa work (but I have to be).

I'm so proud of Abby, she's grown so much. Proud ako kasi I'd like to think I had a hand in training her 🥹 feeling stage mom talaga ako here hahaha

Exhibit A

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More updates

Ganda ng hair ko, ako na lang hindi.

Sorry for the jumpscare.

Funny imho

Used to think this song was cute bc our names r in it but I guess not anymore 🫠 im genuinely ok abt it tho. i feel off but it's abt things overall, not the breakup.

This song started to mean something after it played out of nowhere while we were laying in bed.
Kind of put me in my feelings a little bit. I'm good tho.

Funny customer escalation throwback, haha! 

Christmas came early again :) 

Grrrrrrr mag-exercise na daw ako. I don't feel comfortable exercising in public.

Funny ulit imo

Current survival meal: Italian loaf bread ng Cocopan, corned beef, mayonnaise, tas kanina naglagay ako sriracha 

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I still haven't cleaned my room. I worked from home today in hopes that I would be able to confront myself and handle the chores I've postponed for weeks now. While I'm not actively trying to die, I don't exactly feel like existing either

Fun song:

Rapp Snitch Knishes - MF Doom

Listerine - Dayglow

Oldie but goodie:

Go Back - SE SO NEON

Wishful Thinking - BENEE

I ordered something crazy and "off-brand" 🤣. Secret na lang siguro until 3 mos from now.

I feel sad. Delayed din period ko. Sana datnan na ako. That may also be why I feel this way. I feel dead. Parang nabuburnout ako ulit.  Birthday ko na pala next week.

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Natatawa ako sa papa ko.

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Current favs

Sextape - Deftones

Marry Me - St. Vincent

Bound - Wet & Blood Orange

This run:

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I really feel sad.