Dear diary, today was a weird day kasi I had so many encounters with my crush 🥰 so happy na makita siya nang maraming beses today hehe parehas ulit kaming naka gray kasi naghoodie ako lol I cheated. Naka blue talaga ko. So high school energy and brain of me, but may corner kasi sa work where I stay during lunch kasi hindi malamig and may signal ako unlike sa hagdanan. Sadly naunahan nya ako dun so nahiya ako tumambay kasi baka mukha akong malandi so umiwas ako. Hindi ba pwedeng ako mauna sa spot tapos sumunod na lang siya and magstay or am I being too demanding, universe? 

Idk if I'm losing weight?? Hopefully I lose more??

The day was crappy as far as work is concerned but at least it's done now. Plus so many wins nga with my crush yay. Gusto ko nang mag weekend and catch up on rest. I am so, so tired.

Na-realize kong nagkasakit ako now kasi natutuyuan ako ng pawis 😔 so pwede pang hindi maglinis JKKKK maglilinis ngaaaa, wait lang. 

Going back kay crush, naisip ko what if mag-work from home din siya. Ano kayang gagawin ko 🤔 sad kasi la na vitamin but it is what it is, happy crush lang naman! 

Maliban sa ayoko naman talagang mag work sa bahay currently, pumapasok ako sa office para makasilay LMFAO angas nya eh. We love emotionally unavailable looking guys hahaha I've been wondering if Scorpio ba siya or Sag. Ayon sa aking research 🧐, Sag dapat BUT U NEVER KNOW. Nakakahiya mga pinagsasabi ko dito hahahahhaahhaha ang stalker ko korek my bad + may jowa nga daw yung tao ayon sa ating Star Patroller na si AJ. 

If Scorpio siya, chef's kiss. If Sag, chef's kiss pa rin kasi biased ako sa kanya, hindi sa sign nya 🤣 Part of me wonders if they're annoyed at me because I'm annoying. I feel like his crowd gives me annoyed looks bc true. Resting annoyed face din kasi siya eh pero kebs, I guess.

I can only "kebs" my way through life.

Reconnected with Delmo and he said it was nice to have a friend he could talk about feelings and be vulnerable with. GUYS THAT WAS ME, IM THE FRIEND. HUMAN CONNECTION!! I AM MORE THAN THIS BORING LIFE!! I DO SOMETHING FOR OTHER PEOPLE TOO!

Stuff

Hehe

Me this AM damn i lewk like crap (ded)

I am a jr acct mgr and still just a girl

this glass has been here for days

New friend? Cousin of Reggie?

Ang aking buddy

Current fav: 5:55am - Phonté

Balikan ko tong nga kanta dito to rediscover old favs. 4k songs yan ha hahaha

Hehe caught ya

Posting this a few moments after nag appear view count mo on the previous entry haha 

Anw, omg sudden realization - someone said contagious laughter ko SO NOW MAY SAKIT AKO FOR REAL PARA TOTOONG NAKAKAHAWA. LALA NG SENSE OF HUMOR NG COSMOS AH (yes ya girl's aware she hasn't been taking care of herself but I'm still partially in denial that I have to change something abt how I operate bc WDYFM i must disrupt my routine or lack thereof????!!!!!!!????)

But also, there's your update–Ive been feeling unwell since Sunday 😭 di ko alam bakit. I rly shd do a general cleaning sa bahay hehe 😭😭😭 ayaw

I could hire someone BUT ayoko ring magpapasok ng tao into my personal space PERO 😭 😭 I GUESS KUNG NAKITA NA NG LAUNDROMAT DILDO KO WHATS THE WORSE THAT CAN HAPPEN TO ME–GET FUCKED? Approved, please expedite (sexually ha hindi anything else give me peace pls). Haha horndog posting much. I'll get over it. 

I've been reading back my old entries and wow I rly miss having thoughts. Operation ibalik ang aking spark wahoo. Alam mo, I want to hug my past self. I'm happy di ako nagcicringe abt who Ive been (nagyaya to get with someone when we hit 35??) tanggap ko nang nagawa at nasabi ko na silang lahat haha pero duh di naman para broadcast ko siya so much. Low-key lang, like link it sa ig acct where nobody follows me pero shares the same display pic as ALL active socmed accts I have wink wink

I NEED WHIMSY IN MY SYSTEM. I NEED TO BRING BACK MY WHIMSY.

WHIMSY

GLITTER

LOVE

HAPPY

MAGSABOY NG GLITTER SA DAAN

SUMAYAW MAG ISA SA BAHAY WOO

Oldie but goodie, love my old self's music taste haha current one needs to develop her taste ulit.

Never succumbing to spelling ulit as ulet or pangit as panget. NO, NEVER.

wow ito pala laman ng utak ko when I let the thoughts flow freely. Will my brain ever stop. Wow ito pala secret dapat free flowing lang. Noted po. Okay hope this works para lumikot na utak ko. Live laugh love. Love and light. Love you laufey

Past Athena, thanks for looking out for future Athena. I love you, girl. 

gnite

Update, why does costar make it seem like may secret admirer ako be fucking for real te haha genuinely 

Weird

Also I failed sa sudoku game at work last nite so sad. Nawala na rin name ng crush ko sa top 9 haha did he also fail like me yie otp. I flew too close to the sun, aimed for the highest level of difficulty AND FAILED NUNG SOBRANG CLOSE KO NA LIKE LAST TILE(?) NA LANG IDIOT 

REPOST + MAY DAGDAG, AGA MO KASI MAGBASA!

Hello reader bakit ang bilis mo magbasa. Give me 2 hrs after posting naman kasi nag-e-edit pa ako hahaha or better yet talk to me IRL HAHAHAHAHHAHA chariz

Loooooord ansaya naman magka-crush

1. Same color suot namin nitong shift (madaming ibang naka-gray din tho LOL)

2. He was behind me in line nung bumili ako food and I heard his laugh

Although, tama sila na a crush is just a lack of information. Also nakakahiya kasi nakita nya pathetic kong Maya card 🤣 sabi ng mga stars, dapat daw mag-first move ako kaso pano 🫠

CRUSHHHHHH KAUSAPIN MO AKO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MATATAMEME (matatameem) AKOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Addendum (?)

Sinend ng ex ko:

Wala tayong new song kasi Complicated ni Thama pa rin current fav ko. Here's Oct 2026 so far tho if you're interested. If lang naman. Di naman ito sapilitan. Lamoyun.

What if mag Pokemon Go na nga lang ako para makapaglakad? 🤔 Or Pikmin??

I forgot to say but another person called me their happy pill, like contagious daw laughter ko. Umm, I feel a bit self conscious kasi I'm not sure if they're being sarcastic or genuine kasi alam ko namang kapintasan ko ang kaingayan ko.

If it was sincere, then that's nice of them to say.