Several insecurities and anxious thoughts have been eating me up lately and taking up more space in my head more than they should. 

I just question my place in the world. Plus, I'm tired and so fed up. I'm afraid I'm about to hit my limit.

My valentine got me these. Kakuntsaba nya pa mama nya. I can't. 🥺

 

I've been gone for a long while.

I'm back now. I'm also almost on my period.

I realized I'm living the kinder tomorrows I've pleaded for my whole life.

I've been going to the market a lot lately. Pineapple has been a huge part of my "diet" 😌 lol

I still feel like I won't live up to anything. 

I actually feel insecure with myself. I keep comparing myself with my other co-workers a lot lately.

I still don't see anything about my future.

I realized if I had to have a dream, I would want to become a journalist. I like the atmosphere and the stress, and the need to always be on the move. Life has been nothing but unstable, after all.

I also know it's too late for me now. 

I can't find the courage to finish my studies.

I've come to terms with a lot of things I've carried for years.

I'm not sure if I'm turning out well. I'm not sure exactly if I'm proud of this person I'm becoming, and I'm not sure who she is. I've had people say I'm okay, but I still find it hard to believe most days.

But I can't complain.