ang bad trip talaga. kala ko ba naghahanap ng gagawin, pero bakit yung madadali lang yung nakikita? sa totoo lang, ayoko na. sinusubukan kong baguhin yung ginagawa kong pangho-hoard kuno kasi maliban sa mali nga raw, mas mapapadali raw pag shinare yung load di ba? hahahaha, eh di i fucking reached out pero ang ending ako pa rin gagawa. ngayon, nagsasayang ako ng energy kasi naiinis ako. kaya ko naman talaga kung tutuusin pero ayokong ginagahol sarili ko, ang ending, yun din pala gagawin ko. l m ffff a o.
mannn, there's never a day that's just good, ano?
nag endorse ako ng trabaho kasi lunch break ko, malinis yung queue and up to date nung in-endorse ko. pagbalik ko may 1PM pa. 2:30 na. jusko. bakit? hahahahahhahahahahahahahha tanginaaaaaaaaaaaa. 1 hr lang po yung leeway nun utang na loob hahaha bakit
i could vent about this to my manager pero sasabihin lang nun, high blood na naman ako. tangina ng lahat talaga.
LESSON OF THE STORY, BULLSHIT YANG TEAMWORK CAMARADERIE NA YAN. WALA. MAS MAINAM MAGING SELFISH. Yung personal growth na gusto ko para sa sarili ko, na maging may kwenta naman sa mundo? Ulol.
Anyway, I like consistency. If one would rather be out of my life then better keep it like that.
I also know I'm so quick to talk, and too slow to regret my words.
I'm also stupid. I should've gotten a 5G phone. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
New phones don't make me happy. It's just another thing I use. I wish it could, tho.
Just a fleeting thought, maybe I should've had ODD so that my mom would've killed me then. Lols
whats the point in trying to rekindle friendships where the other one isnt as invested anymore