Okay last one. It's me. Pinoproject ko kawalan ko ng hobby sa kanya. I mean, yeah, I won't complain if he does anything special. But right now we're okay. Honestly, I should really be okay with this kasi this is what relationships really are on the regular. Hindi laging may mangyayaring special. We talked and he even picked me over the friends he was gonna play with, that means A LOT. I really just wanted his company din. So yeah. I wish makuha ko yung nabanggit ko sa kanya. Ang bilis mo ulit magbasa? 

I still feel sick I keep throwing up.

I'll just keep writing here. Imagine if I told him this immediately? It would've started another fight again that I could've gotten over with on my own