i was having a breakdown i wish matt was here im sorry i feel sad listening to this song bc ive annoyed him and made him doubt if hes enough i have to remember to avoid self fulfilling prophecies bc i seem to have forgotten. madaming tinotolerate si matt sa akin para hindi ko to itolerate din. hes always trying hes still here. he still says he loves me. thats enough. ang lala ng pagka insecure ko i should fix this. 

ive been singing the entire morning na lang