Thursday, February 9, 2023

I fucked up. Hehe. God kaw na bahala hehe 🙃 this hyper independence isn't an excuse hehe I can only hope for the best 🙃 I fucked up. Matt sorry pls 🙃 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 I'll do better 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 but of course ayokong mamilit kasi it only builds resentment 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 eto na last 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 willing dumayo kung sinusumpong ka lang kasi di magkasama 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 I'm 99.9% positive na sinumpong lang din ako for the very same reason 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 please 

Sana lumamig na ulo niya 🥹 pls sana usual away lang to im gonna throw up

I fucked up for real tho. I dont want to break promises, so I won't make one, pero if you just give me this, I'll make a conscious effort to do better. I'll really try. I want to be with this person. Pls. Ayoko na sa iba. Pero hindi ako mamimilit. 

I feel so antsy, but I deserve it tho. 


May I please throw up

In other news, I think I really like Radiohead's music.