Ugly day. Ignorance is bliss. 

If it was my ex I saw, I wouldn't be as affected, but I saw my current boyfriend. And parang lumiit yung mundo ko. Parang natakot ako to be branded as whatever I was branded before he met me. Ang sikip ng dibdib ko. That maybe he'll think less of me. Na no matter what I do, tainted na ako.

And I know it's out of my hands if he starts loving me less, but even so, you can't fault me for wishing it won't have to come to that. 

I can only hope.