Stumbled upon this on Threads which made me realize it'll take a while before I open up again the way I did with Matt 🤣 Highly doubtful I'll be dating around next year 

I wish I could sell myself like that. I just don't find myself attractive. Am very happy for them. I've had my time, had a good four-year run. Oks na siguro yun. For now. As for when I feel the need to be totnak-ed, it shall pass. 🤷 It's not like it was ever frequent when I was committed, so I'm sure I'll live. 

Napapaisip ako how I survived the last time I was single.

Have been going on Threads and seeing older women thrive brings me so much hope and makes me believe I have a chance at a better life.