Wednesday, December 27, 2023




Let me try to capture exactly how I feel everytime I get in this kind of mood. I feel glued to my bed. I know I have commitments today, but honestly, I feel so scared to go out. I'm hiding from my landlord right now because I'm scared of being confronted, he messaged me to look for another housing for my pet. 

I'm hoping for what they call a deux ex machina. 

In other news, I've met with my boyfriend's parents and I hope it truly went well. I don't want to assume or be fully at ease.

Photos from that day:

I look pretty here.


We cute or whatever.

Ini-story nya na ako. Wieee! 

Cute ng card nila! Very Birch Tree ad vibes, I tell you.

I also want to flex this note Matt gave me on our anniv.

Feedback daw

And my favorite—his reaction to my gift. I'm glad he recorded it. I'm so happy he looked so happy here kahit na na-annoy siya sa dami ng tape hahaha

When I start to feel not okay and then it begins to rub off on the other aspects of my life, it's all these that reminds me of what he means when he asks me kung kailan ba magiging sapat na kami pa. Mas naiintindihan ko na sya. 




Also met up with Airene and nag exchange gift kami sa clinic habang kumukuha ako ng medical certificate. 

Nag-lotto

Habang eto naman si Bebu na well-behaved.