I hate my bday. Hahaha. Wala akong maisip na magawang masaya nun, wala ding maisip si Matt. Magmumukmok na lang guro ako. Pinag-iisipan ko pa rin yung kay Gianna. It would be nice to be made to feel special on days like that, or even at all. I don't feel special to my boyfriend. Hahahaha. I'm just tired of not receiving the same energy. 

I'm all for being great friends with your significant other, but it's a bit too early for us to be acting like a long-term couple right now when we haven't been together for a year. He never bothers to try thinking. What sets me apart from his friends? He comes here? Yeah, and when he doesn't? Anong difference namin sa friends with benefits with this? 

Para ba akong walang interest kaya ganun ako kahirap bigyan? Kasi nakikinig ako sa'yo tas dun ako kumukuha ng ideas. Baka nga hollow akong tao. Tangina, nagsabi nga ako last year na kahit unan lang eh. Hahaha la pa rin. 

Kung kinaya nya para sa iba, di na nya kaya para sa akin? It's not like I want it all the time. Di na nya ako tinutweet, di na siya nagsasabing he wants to fuck me.