I feel suffocated. Hindi ako makahinga. I think I feel like crap. I'm reminded of how this is not the life I want, not the life I ever wanted or will ever want. It's the only the peace I want, but wow, it has taken a lot from me. Naiiyak ako kaso kasi nasa desk ko ako lol 

I think I want to be alone. 

May bawi nga yata talaga lahat. Okay lang. Di naman na bago. I'm trying my best to keep from resorting to my old way of becoming difficult during times like this. Idk. Maybe it'll be better in the morning.