I have to say, a friendship breakup stings a lot more than all romantic fallouts combined because they're people you truly, purely like and it's like getting punched in the gut out of nowhere. 

I don't think of this every second, and I don't dwell on it so much, but it's there.

Minsan iniisip ko paano pag nadeads na magulang ko. Di pa ako ready sa ganong klaseng gulo. sa totoo lang, bata pa lang ako witness na ako lagi sa gulo—quarry, tenants, etc. I worry their demise would ruin the (more) peaceful life I've made for myself. I hope not. Sa totoo lang, mas gusto ko pang magkanya-kanya na lang kaming tatlo. 

"I find myself in contempt of my own feelings."

Bakit nga ba? Bakit ang hirap i-acknowledge ng vulnerability natin hahahaha

I might've sent this already, but it's the song for the day still ¯\_(ツ)_/¯