So eto rin: I agreed to live with Adi na and she's been looking for a house na. Naisip ko lang ba, parang di ako sure if gusto ko ba talaga? Parang gusto ko nga talaga lumipat ng matitirhan, somewhere mas maluwag nga for me and Bebu pero not necessarily live with her din idk haha nagkaroon kami ng heart to heart talk and about my reservations sa ganung set-up and hers din, and siya wala raw siyang issue pero she wants to live with me kasi gusto niya raw akong alagaan, and I didn't really think much about it the first time I heard about it but now that I have, parang ang off nga? Like sabi niya, anuman daw maging possible issue with having me as a housemate, she can shrug off naman daw and just think na she's living with a teenager (she explained herself—thinking of it now, doesn't this sound like she doesn't see me as an equal?)
Kasi sa totoo lang, I like how convenient my area is. May shortcut ako sa main road. Mabait naman landlord ko, may laundryhouse malapit, kasundo ko tindera ganon. May perks din naman talaga if may kasama ako sa bahay since may kasama na si Bebu (in case makuha na nga namin), may pwede na akong pakiusapan magclaim ng gamit ko, baka mas makatipid din ako sa grocery since para sa buong bahay naman na ang food per cutoff
If anything, kung lilipat man ako, baka dun na lang nga sa 5k na for solo person lang.
Anw, as always, nasabi ko na kay Adi yang addtl concerns ko and settled na ulit hahaha damn ang dali lang pala ayusin ng mga problema sa buhay char haha pero totoo namang mas madali pa rin kung sarili ko lang iisipin ko so this better be worth it. Well in case naman di ko bet, I can always move out. Like I said, madali lang naman kung sarili ko lang iisipin ko.
Here's your song, dearest. I still like you lol I'm just pretty chill about it