I love MS Excel:

Look at how pretty the colors are!!! I really love excel haha

I've had this entry on pending for the longest time, bc i felt like I cant speak to you. 

Alam mo, ive been trying to keep myself from thinking of you, pero bakit ko ba kailangang irestrict sarili ko? wala naman akong inaapakang tao, hindi naman ako nanghihimasok, hindi ko naman pinagpipilitan sarili ko. responsable pa rin naman ako sa buhay ko i think hahahahahaha pero di ko pa rin naaasikaso NBI ko 

sana okay ka lang. 

i dont love you any less. 

EDIT!!!!!!!!!!!

usto ko lang naman jumebs pero bakit ganoin nakasalamuha ko rin ang GM namin awit !!!!!!!! and she said she was the one who told ainge to hire me back.........................................................................

idk what to say...................

and she said something along the lines of being a good fit for their company...................................

thoughts have been thunk

i still have plans

maybe i do have a guardian angel bc no matter whats been going on my life is ok and i am ok

**

also theres a guy at work who is being weird to me and anj kasi he keeps lying about his age tapos it's u that i still think of like walang panama mga tao sayo HAHAHAHAHA

alam mo di ko inexpect lang na kahit yung ugali ko pag nangungukay ako ganun pa rin pala ako sa tao hahaha kasi nasanay akong i fuck up all relationships, romantic and otherwise, tapos kasi ugali ko na pag may nakita akong damit na gusto kong kunin yun na yun hanggang dulo HAHAHAH

hindi ka naman damit sa ukayan pero ganun ka sa akin

anyway ayun nga ang weird niya, iba ka pa rin. ure literally the best luv u

alam mo for a quick moment when i had a few drinks over the weekend, i told adi na what if i kissed u when i had the chance and then i realized yeah i shouldnt have because if i did we might not even be talking anymore now. 

divine fucking timing lang talaga. 

gusto kong bumili ng crystal, yung blue apatite. 

akala ata ng mga tao im hard at work here pero nagtatype lang ako dito sa diary ko HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA pero srsly eto na magwowork na ako hahahahah 

u know why i havent been talking much abt work? it;s bc i feel so incompetent and it was only yesterday that i let it out, and turns out, i told the right person about it because:

i nonchalantly (or so i think) thought out loud abt how i feel w my new job and she messaged me sa slack lang after we returned to our seats (we were talking sa restroom kasi) 

hays, theres something to be thankful for every single day. 

i love music so much, and i hear you in every song that plays. you are still all the songs in the world. 

I love you just the same. I heard that song yesterday, and I just want to share it with you. Cute, e. Hahaha. 

AJ fed me nung nakaraan pala:

And Adi sent me this: