Sunday, July 25, 2021

Hindi pa naman talaga ako ga-graduate this year for sure gawa ng back subject ko na PE. Alam ko namang nagmumukmok lang ako sa sulok madalas and nakikipag-socialize with a select few sa klase ahaha and this will be corny af but allow me this just quick, na-realize ko gawa ng mga kaklase ko na the burden an individual carries can be beaten by a community that cares.

I still want to drink, and I still question my purpose and self-worth, but I don't feel as crappy as I did the last few days. This is so corny but all I want to say is I have more things to feel grateful for than to be sad about at the moment. Life isn't the best, but I'll get by right now.

Honestly, when I woke up earlier, I just wanted to curl up on my bed until it's Monday and I then go to work. I was even just going to open Netflix and binge whatever, but my classmates' messages started flooding in the moment I turned on my mobile data. I changed my mind and got up instead, left for the office right after cleaning up after my puppy. 

My laptop is currently broken that's why I'm using my office computer. I caught up a bit on the activities I missed out on. There's still this translation task that's past due, but I spoke to our head and promised to make up for it on the next episode. 

Hindi ko pala kailangan ng jowa. Ang kailangan ko lang ay tawagin akong bebi ng mga kaibigan ko hmp