ang tamlay tamlay today parang gusto ko ng jowa at cuddle hayst pero im ok masaya ako today kasi naka jebs ako after 2 days of being constipated 

pero yung emotionally constipated eme still remains unresolved. 

im taking a break right now from all my supposed commitments

i was drinking sometime last yr and i chanced upon an old exchange between me and a friend and i mentioned na wedding vow na namin ba yun and i cringed because ATHENA HOW COULD YOU BE SO FUCKING OUT THERE 

Nakakahiya :( why do i wear my heart on my sleeve

Tangina nakakahiya talaga kadiri ahahah athena bakit ka ganyan!!!!!!! nakakahiya kaya dapat hindi ako ganun nakakahiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gusto kong umuwi na 

nasa-sad ako sa totoo lang like souper sad minsan parang gusto kong umiyak pero parang constipation, hindi ko siya mailabas-labas sa di malamang dahilan ahaha :( 

also, naayos na mej ang aking sleeping sched when i started taking melatonin. by the way sana okay ka lang today. ang hirap maging adult, ano? 

okay ka lang ba? parang im worried about you kasi ako i have you pero ikaw who do you have? sana meron ka ring ikaw the same way i have you and my other friends

maulan pa naman sometimes it worsens people's moods. hmmmmmmmmmm

hope it's nicer on your side of the planet, maybe you've been vaccinated already and you can go out with people whose company you enjoy haha if youre not filipino then ure lucky. if ure indian, i mourn with you ahah. if ure western, yay! if ure korean, marry me hahahaha joke lang i dont like the language barrier and i dont like the idea of having to speak english 24/7 gusto ko lang mahiga pag uwi at bumuntong-hininga at magmura nang malutong 

ive downed about 4 cups of coffee na and it isnt really pushing me enough to work ahahah but thats okay, i can forgive myself. i hope u can too on days when ure not at your best, or years. kasi there will be other years to make up for it. ahaha., if youve come across this little blog of mine, that means masamang damo ka rin and that means u still have a lot of years to go (now whether this is a good thing or not, idk lol)