Amazed ako kasi 4 days pala akong hindi sumisilip sa main messenger ko (sumisilip ako in case may hanash re: scule & werq)

I don't know if this is a motherforking reach, but if it weren't for this incompetent gov't, maybe my mental health would be in a better state because clinics wouldn't be forced to close for business.

May mga tao talagang mukhang pang-Wong Kar Wai film, ano? Ako mukha akong pang-Philippine comedy, e. Tapos yung tacky kind. Not even Eugene Domingo levels. Or Pokwang. Siguro Vice Ganda quality minus the glitz. Wong Kar Wai film people are beautiful people, I tell you. Ang sarap nilang titigan the whole day. 

Burat.

Life is so shitty. I hate being told na may choice, kasi kung nadadala sa choice lahat, my life won't be as shit. People try, but they can only do so to a certain extent. When the cards you're given are always against you, nakakapagod ding labanan ya know?

I'm so sad. I really don't mind dying.

Nararamdaman kong if mag-work from home setup ako, baka back to where I was na naman ako na super unmotivated. Right now, kumakapit lang ako ma-hit yung daily target at work, hindi ko na kaya magpabibo.

I feel like crap. 

Hope the past few days were better for you.

Thanks for still being around, you. I know this is so self-centered of me to say, but I appreciate you reading my nonsense and repetitive rants.

It doesn't feel like I'm talking to a wall. 

I hope I'm not draining for you. I understand I can be like that.

I feel bad kasi may trainee na nagtry dagdagan productivity niya, kaso mali yung ginawa niya tapos sinabihan ko. Tapos di niya napakinabangan. Tapos ako yung nakinabang, pero pulido naman yung ginawa ko. Pero I still feel bad.

Sana mamatay na lang ako.