Eto talaga yung pag masama pakiramdam ko, i want to be taken care of. Pakiramdam ko tatrangkasuhin ako. What if ito na yung COVID? Sana malakas resistensya ko. Feeling ko malakas naman. 

Natatakot ako kasi eto na naman yung feeling ko na magiging okay ako for a bit then I'd feel like shit. Like right now, I'm at work and I feel like crying. Or this could be the almost-trangkaso talking. Idk. I just feel like shit. Mentally and physically. 

I keep remembering it was my dad's birthday last Friday. Haha. Ewan.