the caretaker

[Time stamp: 5:52 PM] 

Fun date idea: lie down in bed facing each other and finish The Caretaker's Everywhere At The End of Time

I'm just glad I didn't listen to this at work. I would've... My head is hurting honestly. And I'm just at Stage 2. 

[6:30 PM] 

I'm stopping at Stage 3. My head hurts like hell now. 

[09:28 PM]

You'd think that just because my period is over, I won't be having a breakdown. Boy, are you wrong. I feel it coming. 

I want to be ok i want to be ok i want to be ok i want to be ok

DO NOT LISTEN TO THAT CARETAKER ALBUM IN ONE SITTING. 

DON'T!!!!

JUST FUCKING DON'T. 

WAG MAKULIT!!!!!!!!

I look pathetic pero I know I'm chill lang naman talaga about it. Kebs. Wish things could go back to normal. 

In other news. I feel like a normal human being right now, wow. 

I need to be firm and constantly remind myself to have a little sense of shame naman. Don't wait for the time na i-block ka na ng mga tao. I hate this side of me. 

oh my god the audacity of this bitch (translation: me) im gonna die of embarrassment

surprise surprise i feel good. Hope my friends are too