On the other hand, nag-aya siyang magluto kami ng wings. That's new
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Sunday, October 26, 2025
Nakakasad lang.
Parang di naman niya ako pinapahalagahan. Di na kami magkikita sa anniv, di na kami magkikita sa bday, delayed pa kita namin. Di rin kami lalabas for the year. Wala lang ako sa kanya. I let him treat me like this. It's kind of hurtful na walang siyang ginagawa kasi gusto nyang gawin. I let him treat me like this.
Tuesday, October 21, 2025
Naisip ko lang din, not that this is my partner's obligation di ba, pero he's not as encouraging sa akin to pursue hobbies. Oo, gets ko 80% of the push has to be from me, pero ayoko na i-elaborate. Naisip ko parang lumiliit mundo ko for someone who doesn't feel for me as much as I feel for them. Kasalanan ko rin for wanting to be with them and experiencing things with him.
Monday, October 20, 2025
Monday, October 6, 2025
I feel a bit resentful towards Matt. Idk if nalalason lang utak ko kasi I know I'm not in a good place right now. We haven't been intimate for a long time. We also don't do the things I want or visit the places I want to. I'm also not happy about work and I don't have friends anymore.
I'm okay being alone naman, it's not like I'd want to talk to people din right now. I'll most likely just push them away. Ang hirap lang ngayong ganito nararamdaman ko. I don't remember gaano katagal nang nakatambak hugasin ko sa lababo and yung labada ko. More than a month na siguro. It's that bad.
I want to get out of this but I feel glued to my bed. Obviously I also don't like myself right now.
I kind of want to push Matt away din.
Saturday, October 4, 2025
Sunday, August 24, 2025
Thursday, July 10, 2025
Sabi ng jowa ko:
Hindi sa bland akong tao pero intentional ako sa interests ko, at hindi ako performative sa interests ko at mukhang normal naman pala ako mag-isip (as far as interests go).































