We're okay. Sometimes, it's his dense brain; most of the time, it's mine that's overthinking.

I'm so grateful for this person. He's really a great guy. The relationship isn't perfect, but it's never been this way with any other guy. I really want this to work. He's teaching me to be more grateful and the relationship is teaching me to be more patient. I've never desired someone like I do w him.

Sana di lang siya character development. I don't want to lose him. I really want to be with him for a long time, but of course, not everything is within my control. I want to be good and do good. Thank you for this person. 

Jowa said cute daw yung isa kong friend tapos na-realize kong all my girl friends ARE pretty 🤤

then y am i still str8 i could've been bi or smth hahahahaha jk 

This put me off though:

Siguro I was put off kasi friend knows I'm not in the same setup she is, and also because I want to be exclusive with this person. Literally just told her this is the most of the mosts (positive) guy I've ever been with. Prolly just a joke made in bad taste lalo na bc my boyfriend is a real person. I'm not sure if I'd laugh along if it were Matt's friend who'd joke about it.

Calling someone attractive, idc. Appreciating someone for their good qualities, idc.

Maybe I'm even the issue for taking offense. Haha it's all good, just found it off for a good minute. I'm satisfied where I am. 

I get how my ex felt when the people at work would pair me up with someone else. Maybe this is it.