Ang dami kong kwento sa'yo, but it's been very busy lately that I've become even more sleep deprived. I guess let's start with the most important thing is that I've decided to get over it—I will not explain myself, maybe not for now. If you don't get the context e di lol. Hope the weekend comes already.
is it weird that the imagery of sleepless nights, messy hair, darker eyebags, cozy clothing, rushing to a location for work excites me? i want to graduate and really be in the creative industry somehow. i looked up line producing and i dont understand why Ryan recommended this when the job requires more than communication skills... im scatterbrained as fuck.
lol
but it's interesting.
im so excited pag natapos na yung sa pag organize ko.
im gearing towards getting the following:
bed frame - done (i opted for a pallet bedframe)
electric fan
floor lamp - im still deciding and looking for smth cheap
kitchen table - im still sourcing shit
couch - im still talking to people
center table
im so excited to show you how my place is gonna look once everything is done!!! here's how it looks like so far:
i also wanna buy a comforter. i really make my place cozyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and with dim lighting!!!!!!! <3333
Honestly? I realized yesterday that I actually don't feel okay. Adi is right; moving sucks. Even when
you're moving towards something good, it's always going to be a hassle. But the thought that I have to remain composed and on top of my shit overcame this feeling of sadness. I'll let myself feel sad some other day, when I have the time for it. Right now, I don't.
I don't love you any less, and I still miss you, and I'd like to believe I'll have luck or something, anything on my side next time, but I have a lot of other shit to think about first. And I'm happy to be doing things for myself, despite the stress and the hassle. Hirap kaya maglipat as a fixed sign. CHAROT. Nilamon na ako ng astrology.
Thank you for still being here :) I wish I could hear your stories too, but I just want you to be okay for the most part.
today, let's not settle for a song and go for an entire album instead :) my favorite song/s from there would be january, a mirror for two voices, simple moon, and stranger to yourself :)
Ganda rin lyrics nito.