Gusto ko maging ganito kagaling kumanta. I kind of want to take vocal lessons so I can control my voice better.

So... Storytime.

I snapped at work today. Lol. My impatience has reared its ugly head as early as now... I mean it already sorta happened when they kept teasing me to this person who already had a gf. I told them to stop but they kept at it and I left our group chat, then the concerned partner DMed me and apologized and they stopped so that's all good.

This second one was worse hehe.

So we were in a breakout room, and there was this one person I was always grouped with for some reason. We were doing mock calls, btw. As in, the four times we were put in breakout rooms, she was always there. The first time, it was okay, pero kasi I took initiative then kasi we were wasting time and no one was doing anything. So I paired everyone up, decided who was going first... I basically ran the show I think, ofc I still asked for ideas from them but they didn't say anything so meh.

This person was MIA. She's had constant internet issues, and she was the only one who hasn't gotten her turn. I kept calling her and I don't think it was my job to do so? Why do I have to babysit? She's even older than me. She was already given a written warning for job abandonment because of her internet problem, and I'd cut her some slack if it was the first time, but it wasn't. We're on equal footing here, so why do I have to do so much for her? She even constantly boasts about how she's already handled the same account before even when it's kinda different? You know the kind, the know-it-alls who can't even walk their talk lol

In the second breakout room, she did the very same thing :))) she was MIA :)) and she missed her turn, and I also sorta took initiative because our trainer was in the room with us and we were all just smiling at each other :)) and I wanted to get it done and over with, really.

The third one, I'm glad I could fucking finally step aside kasi I was in the room with another friend who's older and who's taken charge in other breakout rooms AND HER. We ran out of time so she never got her turn again LMFAO.

Now, the fourth one, I was grouped with you know who again, and with the people I kinda dreaded being grouped with kasi I'm intimidated. One of them is a manager, I know, so I thought I could step aside again. Then the stupid girl fucking volunteered my name. I said no, I didn't want to, but she fucking kept at it. Like, you work for a call center but you can't comprehend what no means? So umattitude ako hehe I forgot what came out of my mouth hehe then I turned my camera off.

I snapped yeah

Anw I said this.

But I'm worried kasi I'm gonna have a bad impression dun sa agents na intimidated ako lol

But it is what it is. Why do people keep testing me kasi. Why can't it stop after one or two nos. Like ang lakas mo magvolunteer ng iba but why don't you do it? 

Anyway we've talked it out and we're okay, but honestly? I don't want to deal with her anymore. Siya nga may business naman pala siya, e. Like alam mo yun? You have all that so bakit parang ang kulelat mo as a person? Insistent ka na gusto mo ng WFH tapos ang reklamador mo na napapelan ka pero paulit-ulit problema mo. Given nang wala kang internet so computer mo, fine. Pero simpleng magparamdam sa Zoom na lang di pa kaya? Niloadan ka pa ng kapwa trainee mo? Like? Kesyo maubusan daw ng data, like? May business ka di ba? Di naman mauubos ang Go90 sa isang session ng Zoom ano ba.

Kung wala kang pera e di umutang ka. Ikaw nga susweldo na sa 15 e. Ayokong nagbebabysit ng hindi naman dapat. Hindi naman ako nagpapababysit e so like why lmfao

Kakaurat tbh lol I really don't want to deal with her anymore my god

Ang dami mong ere sa katawan pero parang incompetent ka naman. Get this, siya pa atat magcalls eh wala nga siyang computer access di ba? How kupal can you go???? Pag ako sinubukan ulit, sorry na lang. 

There's the Athena you know, right?

I kind of want to go karaoke and be alone for the weekend

Alam mo, lahat ng serendipitous stuff and astrology readings I've had only relates to the self and career ko. Nothing about love. 🥲 So bakit ganito nararamdaman ko lmao

Kanina pala nagpractice lang ako maghapon ng isang kanta pero di ko pa rin maperfect hahahaha hiya ako iparinig sa'yo kasi may flat ako lol