I badly need advice, but what can you do? Alam kong malaki na ako, pero di naman ako Diyos at omniscient. I still have my failings, alam mo yun?
I don't know who to turn to so I can settle this.
Mas maganda pay, tapos familiar ako sa work, pero won't I just be limiting myself?
Narealize ko lang din, I don't think I receive the same energy from the people I value a lot. Siguro ganun talaga no? Even with friends as far back as high school and elementary, you just grow apart at some point. I kind of forgot. Life was so good, it momentarily left my mind.
I'm not sad, don't misunderstand. These are just random musings.
I'm supposed to fetch Bebu tomorrow, and Jea said nangayayat daw siya. Of course I'm disappointed, pero I appreciate that she watched over my dog when I asked her to.
I hope I can be with Bebu for a long time.
As always, I wish I can reach out to you, but I need to get used to this distance between us now or I never will.
I wish a sign would just fall from the sky. I can't make a decision.