I'm listening to a friend who's crying after her therapy session and alam mo, it's nice to be there for the people who were there for me too, not because I want to repay them but because I love them and I want to be there for them just as much and I'm glad I can do that now.

I'm glad we have this mutual trust. I want the best for everyone I love, really. I'm so happy with myself kasi I can now be this person that they can turn to. Alam mo, sinabihan ako ni Tin dati na she wishes for me to receive the same amount of care I give others and I was shookt because I've always believed I was selfish, pero now, I believe that I do care. And it's nice to be able to and recognize that you can. Will add more to this let me just get some sleep