So recently, there's this Twitter game going around on my timeline, which is like a variation of the number game, and I joined one of my friends', and here's what I got:
To be told that I look happier would have to be the best compliment ever. I've been told na I lost weight din daw despite not really doing anything. Could be the angle. Could've just been a good day. I don't know. I don't care much anymore. I do feel better. I'm sure I'll feel like shit again one of these days, but hopefully, I'll be able to deal with it in a much better way when it happens. Plus, I'm still alive, aren't I?
Also, I saw a silhouette of a man glide past across my boss's house in an unbelievable speed a few nights ago. I wasn't exactly scared to the bones. I have to admit that after it happened, I kept looking outside, but I managed to take a nap afterwards. Sleeping trumps everything else. Anyway, as it turns out, someone died in the block last Saturday. It was a woman, which isn't probably connected to what I saw right? But no, ahaha. Fun part, she had a very short haircut. She died of a tumor, IDK where. I had to laugh, because I'm still skeptic about the existence of ghosts. Anyway, may she rest in peace.
My boss scolded her nanny today, and I felt guilty because I don't really do much in their house anyway. I just keep to myself. She was talking about how the nanny sounds like she's always mad with the boss's son, and she was practically screaming her head off. I can't blame her though, I could tell that she's been sleep-deprived for two days now. Her eyes have been swollen and bloodshot lately. :( Doesn\t help that it's like she has three children to think about--her actual son, her boyfriend, and me. I'm a little glad though that they had the conversation, because I agree with my boss that the nanny has been very grumpy towards the kid. I'm no mom material, but I do know that kids don't deserve to be on the receiving end of your bad mood because they're literally just a child who don't know better than you??? Which is why I stay away from them because I'm scared of them and I don't think I can handle them. Anyway, the kid and I played. Had to take him away from the boss and the helper because yeah.
It was also a bit weird how the nanny kept insisting that the boss sleep in her boyfriend's house instead of going home. Like, this is literally her house? Why are you throwing her out of her own home? Hahahaha. The helper said she's leaving after this pandemic problem. Hoooo.
Ok.
I know I can be loud lots of times, but I really feel uncomfortable in a house where people scream to get their point across.