He doesn't desire me like that. I don't care for porn consumption, because I do too. But when it sucks desire out of you that's supposedly for your partner? Yeah, that sucks.
Sawa na siya sa akin. He's only here because he's honoring our commitment, which I appreciate, but I don't feel like he truly, truly loves me still.
He's scared of me. I don't believe he still desires me. I'm just a routine.
Ang daya. I feel immensely sad.