Yung succulent ko nag-wilt na. I overestimated myself lol. I'm scared I would end up just like Miso from Microhabitat. 

I feel so so so sad. I think if this keeps up, I'll be stuck in a rut again.

I appreciate AJ for trying to pull me out of this impending weird mood, but I just can't find it in me. I feel like shit. I've been feeling this for days, pero parang ngayon na siya bumigay. 

I don't feel like I can tell anyone. 

I'm tired. 

And I won't forget, 

nothing is mine to keep.