I feel like shit. Lol. I don't think the SO is still as attracted to me like when we started. Maybe I was too tolerant; I just wanted to be understanding. I wish he'd be more intentional, but maybe this is it. I've kept saying yes I understand, but I think resentment is slowly building in my heart. Until when am I supposed to take it? I don't want to be the doormat.
I wish I could disintegrate and completely vanish as if I never existed at all. Maybe some people only want the yearning.
I can't properly breathe. Sikip ng dibdib ko.