I'd wonder about who you are on a regular day, but I feel my soul getting sucked dry.
Now, I'd like to think of myself as a rational and logical person, despite my emotions sometimes getting the best of me, but even so, there are mistakes I don't defend myself from. And even more so, there are mistakes my friends cannot defend me from. I think this is one of those. I wonder why I always need other people to defend me from myself, to hold myself high. Idk where I'm going with this.
I think of you sometimes to quiet down my thoughts.