And this, my friend, is probably why yesterday is tagged as April Fool's Day because sike! I still think if someone else comes along and I can never be with Ryan like that, then it can never be anyone else either. I'd rather die an old maid lol

"I'll start taking things at face value, that's what I mean by moving on. I deserve better than whatever this is I've subjected myself to."

I say this because I do deserve better, but at the same time, I'm also aware this is a choice I made on my own.

But do I love you any less? Not really.

Minsan, binabalikan ko 'tong ginawa kong 'to, at natatawa pa rin ako. I have to admire my own guts. Lol.

I'm back to wondering who you are.

I'll be moving today, and nakakatamad.