Oo, may tama ako ngayon ng onti pero I'm sober enough to know na mahal kita and ang sakit pa rin talaga na ganito. I'll be upfront. This whole time I've been hoping you're Ryan. Yun lang.
I've decided not to do anything about it and just focus on myself.
Regardless of whether you get to read this or not, I don't care. I just need to put this out there in the universe. Ry, sure na 'to. I love myself enough to want to get over this stupidity for good. Huling iyak na yun. Di naman kita iniyakan madalas, minsan lang :) who knows in the future right? My door will always be open. Why would I pass up on a chance with the best guy I've known my whole life so far, right? But yeah I gotta stop being hopeful na baka enough yung relevance ko sa buhay mo for it to count for something and idk anyway I've always known. I always have. But wishful thinking got me. Anywazeeeeee onto the good stuff!
In other news, here's a fairly recent video:
https://youtu.be/vsf9MU2IpLs
I also went out last night. Here are some pics
Do you feel spoiled yet hahaha grabe update ko no oo true basta ikaw number 1 fan kita e lmao anyway happy Sunday in case you read this now or I hope you enjoyed today in case you read this tomorrow I'm thinking of just watching a movie now
