You know how it's pretty normal to have bad stuff to deal with in life? Yeah this still holds true, but fuck! I never thought I'd have such a sound mind and that I'll be in this headspace now. I'm not excited for life, per se, but good Lord, I'm at peace. Things are calm. I'm not gonna get paid until the 28th, but while that's kind of a financial trouble, I think life is good right now. This is the good place. 

Ganda lighting sa kwarto haha

I think I've made this small room a haven for myself. I'm sleeping on the bed again.

Alam mo I love my body enough to wash it properly I love myself enough to make sure the space I occupy is not dirty I love myself enough to give myself the things I want I love myself enough to make time na mapamper ko sarili ko I love myself enough to be straightforward and appreciate that this isn't bad I can't say I love life because how can you love shit? But I'm okay and I'll deal with shit just fine. I have enough love to go around for the people I love.

I love myself enough to pick myself up after every breakdown :) I love myself enough to let myself feel blah on my periods alam mo yun? I don't think I'm stagnant. You only think you're stagnant when ure rushing through something, and right now I'm not. I'm just making the most of my days and living my life one day at a time and I don't need to cross out a checklist of "Adulting milestones"

2022 is the year of taking consistent baths.

What good things can I take with me to the grave? I'm not aiming for anything or to be anyone different right now, but I can say so far, I've enjoyed good music, good movies, good stories, good company (in my standards), and all other good things I can keep around me. So far so good. 

Life is okay. Take it easy too, alright?

You know that training I was worried about a while back? We were required to finish 21 courses, I was freaking out the whole time but completed 22. Lol.