Ever get the feeling where u wanna delete yourself? Yeah.

Some random pictures that won't see the light of the day:

Not gonna lie, the urge to overdose is a little too strong right now.

In other news, I couldn't get on my laptop for months because the number 1 on the keyboard wouldn't work and it's part of my password so I put off opening it despite having already bought a mechanical keyboard. I'm glad I took care of it now because lookie: 

Also, scented candles count as self-care don't they?

I still sleep on the floor. It was cloudy today so I didn't take out the beddings. I think I start to get more productive when I'm on my period or when I'm about to be on my period. Anyway. I'll take a nap and then buy a brush, try to resume painting the wall.