dear diary,

i got a new phone, and although it was money that shouldve been spent elsewhere (ehem fridge or laptop or dining table set) but fuck im happy???

the viewing experience on the phone is a-ok and even if i hate that my phone isnt as handy as i want it to be (it's fucking wide jfc), it's ok? i mean it's still a new phone plus the WHOLE TRANSACTION was so fassssttt,, looking for a phone took longer than getting it... like i decided 30 mins after i woke up today that i should get a new phone pronto rather than wait till i lose ALL my files and i got it the same day??? i love the internet???

Look at my phone go from this...

...to this

also... candy jar (2018) was cute wtf. i might also be happy bc fri-yay wtf i just remembered that it's 10 days till my period so im really surprised that im in a good mood right now that im... a little worried about it... im not sure if this should be srsly happening. just feels like theres something that'll come and bite me in the back or something

one side of my mind is saying, come on, let yourself breathe, stop stressing youself out. you deserve to be happy

the other side is saying, it's not a matter of being deserving of happiness... you just feel it. even demons can be happy for the wrong reasons, and we can give them that. 

man niki (zefanya) is talented but i dont like her music huhu

you can go slow, but u dont ever stop i guess

bigyan niyo ako ng connection issue plssssss nababadtrip ako sa mga katrabaho kong di na ako pinaalis sa critical queue kahapon pa ako di makapuntos nakakaasar din pero simple lang naman, kung di niyo ako papaalisin sa crits patigasan lang din naman tignan lang naman natin kung may gagawin ako,, kung di rin ako makakapuntos eh di wag na ngang pumuntos, wag na ring kumilos nyeta

nababadtrip lang ako sa quota quota shit na to. kahit naman makagoal ako badtrip pa rin naman bc i rly hate this i hate what im doing

ok utang uta na ako i like the company's culture COMPARED to other ones' but fuck the bar is so fucking low