Here I am, awake now for six hours from six hours of sleep, listening to myself breathe and crying while I'm at it. I close my eyes every other minute or two as I try to focus on my breathing. You're not getting a story out of this. My eyes are just tired, and they want to stay closed. For how long, I don't know...
I've been thinking of doing productive things--maybe take a bath or watch "Six Degrees of Separation from Lilia Cuntapay" or read Capital vol. 1., but it's difficult to keep at it.
Should I limit my interactions with people and get off the internet so I can be more productive? I am not sure. I feel alone.
I'm afraid I might feel my consciousness floating away, and leaving my person. Right now, I only have my stupid Spotify playlists keeping me grounded and sane. I've seen a lot today, and I can't help but cry intermittently. I am drained, and not even caffeine can help lift my spirit.
Ibang lutang yata ang mangyayari ngayon.
[Source: https:/www.twitter.com/grosshuman/status/1245662699142279168]
I've been thinking of doing productive things--maybe take a bath or watch "Six Degrees of Separation from Lilia Cuntapay" or read Capital vol. 1., but it's difficult to keep at it.
Should I limit my interactions with people and get off the internet so I can be more productive? I am not sure. I feel alone.
I'm afraid I might feel my consciousness floating away, and leaving my person. Right now, I only have my stupid Spotify playlists keeping me grounded and sane. I've seen a lot today, and I can't help but cry intermittently. I am drained, and not even caffeine can help lift my spirit.
Ibang lutang yata ang mangyayari ngayon.
[Source: https:/www.twitter.com/grosshuman/status/1245662699142279168]