Long overdue

Meltdown (where I am truly deep down)

 I tried to walk on the way home but got on a jeepney sa bandang SM. What does that say about me ano? I don't feel like myself.

 Good fucking gracious, I am loved.

 Alam ko di dapat inaannounce pero gusto ko na mamatay

 with all the good things that have happened today, i don't really feel happy.

I just feel tired.

Maybe this is just my fear of feeling happy and nice only to then crash from the high. I just feel bad.