I came across several hospital discharge paperwork from when I last attempted to kill myself in January 29, 2019 and I am so overwhelmed with feelings of immense loneliness for my past self who went through it, the unbelievable wonder and relief that I am still here, and this endless gratitude to all of the people who got me to where I am. The past days have not been easy, but the bad and good do come in waves and so I am hopeful that I will be okay soon.

It's nice to look back and see how far I've come

I miss Bebu

Sabi ng jowa kong joker at ipokrito 🤣

jowa kong cute at ipokrito haha

Kanina nagtry ako aralin paano i-embed YouTube playlist the same way like Spotify but it's a hopeless case so you're stuck with this:

Thank you rin sa'yo for still coming by every once in a while.

Test

I panicked kasi nawalan ako internet nung bumagsak modem ko 2x 😩

Biggest achievement this week 😩

Cut my hair yesterday? Eto na result lol trying to layer it lol

 

Sabi ng jowa ko:

Hindi sa bland akong tao pero intentional ako sa interests ko, at hindi ako performative sa interests ko at mukhang normal naman pala ako mag-isip (as far as interests go).

Mga luto ko pala

Song on repeat last night

 I miss my dog. I'm sad.

Current faves