Despite my knowledge na walang alam ang jowa ko and he's AWFULLY dense + he's walking in tiptoe around me when I feel like crap, I was still hostile and attacked him (verbally) kahit na pwedeng idaan sa diplomasya. 

This behavior of mine has to change. Especially towards the people who matter. The fight made me realize things and wasaybe another wakeup call. This is my accountability post. 

I'm appreciative that he also acknowledged my concerns, MAN HE'S TOO REALISTIC AND PRACTICAL THO HAHAHAHA WALA NAMAN TALAGANG KASIGURADUHAN LAHAT

But frankly? I needed that reminder to drill even harder this lesson on my brain that it's for the same reason I shouldn't be treating people like crap. Inaasar ko siya during the fight. That was so bitchy and useless. Walang ambag para umusad yung convo. I've let my hot-headedness get the best of me. 

I don't think I should get rid of my being bitchy entirely, but I should tone it down especially towards the people who matter. I have a right to be angry and no one can take that away from me because who am I without my sarcasm and petty quips but there is a right approach to being angry if I want the conversation to be productive and what I did last night was the opposite.

Outsiders don't really get relationships, and I know I may look stupid, but tbh, this is just one of those fights sa ibang couples. Pero tama na ring i-cut off yung ganitong attitude, kasi we will disagree on many other things, and we can't have that kung ganito ang magiging approach ko all the time.