I feel like shit I can't sleep this shitty feeling is so heavy kinda wanna self harm kinda scared to do it too kinda wanna die kinda holding back

:)) happy payday

Deactivating my facebook is how i pretend ive deleted myself from the world 

Super wanna die pala not kinda haha can't sleep

 I dont wanna wake up from my sleep i feel like i should be hurt parang deserve ko masaktan parang pag sasaktan ako physically, things will be better, clean slate ulit

Feeling ko deserve ko masaktan gusto ko saktan ako ewan ko i feel like shit

I want to delete myself i want to push everyone away i feel like im so bad and im super useless and no good for anyone i wanna die

I have no future i have nothing going for me

I want to die

Im useless im a waste of space i want to die

I wish i could slit my wrists or something but im too scared to do that the only way i know is to overdose but it's never worked and im scared of thr hospital expsnse if it fails again

I know i can just ingest muriatic acid to get it done and over with but im scared too?